what to do?? breathe in & breath out

Wow, What a Day Today?!
We had some sad news this morning that of course just changes the course of our day but I can't imagine changing the course of "their" lives...
I'm feeling a bit stressed this morning and don't know if its PMS or just anxiety over things I WANT to do, things I NEED to do and things I SHOULD be doing. I'm sure many of you know what I am talking about, especially those of you who are full time Mommies and working ones at that...I on the other hand also run a business and do my best to stay active at our church and praise God through all of it. I SO NEED to return to blogging!! It's my THERAPY, MY OUTLET, even if noone does read it..LOL!
I wanted to turn this blog into a hair and makeup one but I think I will just keep it as is and keep on writing on life, food, crafts and God. I will make a Professional Salon one later.
My stress is on making a Portfolio for my hair and makeup skills, I have thought about it before but never put any real thoughts into it because I thought my word of mouth referrals would do. Seems like it's definitely not the case for bigger events, bridal, photographers, networking and etc.
I have to come up with a plan to come up with a great one, and on top of that I have been really into learning to do Retro Vintage Hair and Makeup!!
It sounds exciting, I just have to get some models!
May God continue to give me the strength, sanity, joy and peace He has been giving me and showering me with His Love through this Process!